How can I get my Landlord to do needed repairs on my apartment?
Passive Income
Sell your flat fast for cash
I can not get my parents to co-sign on the apartment as they simply do not want me to leave this area, but i must for myself to succeed. I brought up the fact that well what if i just try and get a loan and pay for the whole year up front and the rental agency agreed, because i thought surely i could get some sort of loan- i went ahead and signed the lease and now i have 14 more days to figure something out. Is there any suggestions of how i could maybe secure the money or any idea’s on another deal i should try and cut with them maybe giving them my credit card numbers and staying ahead by two months all the time?
Passive Income
My shoulders hold the pressure like the bottom of the ocean, it weighs too much on my emotion, It’s like I’m paralyzed, I don’t want to move I’m hypnotized, I try to fight it but it pushes and squeezes tears out of my eyes, I just hide it no one knows, sees or could realize, I’m sick of everybody and every thing, don’t want to think about what tomorrow will bring, cause it’ll just be more bullshit, 14 years now my moms been sick, there’s strains on every one of my relationships, so now where does this lead me, to my best friend tells me were not best friends anymore it kills me inside believe me, before you judge me please hear me out, I hold this **** in but now the truth I shall shout, I am not perfect there is no doubt, sometimes I speak harshly even to my own mom, It is something that I am not fond, but you must understand we have a bond, so what you see and hear it goes far beyond, for we hold an ocean you just see a pond, Imagine your mom waking you up at 4 in the morning hardly breathing, gasping and wheezing, my heart starts pounding, but I have to stay calm, if my composure dies then so does my mom, cause you see the more relaxed she is, the easier to breathe, inside i’m scared to death with shakin knees, But on the outside I’m collected so that’s what she sees, outside is calm, place her hand in my palm, inside I’m thinkin where the hell is the ambulance, holding the panic in is like stopping an avalanche, I wish you could have been there with me at least one of those nights, helplessly watching as my mom struggles and fights, just for air, it’s just not fair, within a year my parents got divorced, my dad moved away, my brother went into the Navy, me and my mom stayed, then she got sick, and I got scared, it happened so quick, my life started to end then and there, what once was an average family of four, became just me and her bedridden and poor, from gt’s and tv’s, to foodstamps and welfare, from Ice cream and popsicles, to regular ambulance rides to hospitals, from glad with mom and dad, to home and all alone, It finally got so bad, we were not gonna make it, we had to move close to family, we just couldn’t take it, so we sold our car, packed a uhaul and hit the road, Imagine moving across the country at only 16 years old, my friends and I huddled and cried, that day another small part of me died, music was what got me through the dark nights, someone stole my whole book of cd’s out of the cab of the uhaul that night, the bad thing is that it was one of my “friends”, what a goodbye, way to make amends, homeless and broke, friendless no joke, not even music to help me cope, but I did have my mom, a radio and the open road, a truck and us two bearing a heavy load, we had to use most of the money to get a room in Flagstaff, ’cause her asthma acted up that fast, she barely got through it and we were ok, then we got a flat tire the very next day, staying at random relatives houses on the way, we were gonna make it no matter what you do or say, we arrived in Indiana December 2007, the groud blanketed with snow it looked like heaven, we stayed at relatives houses ’til we got on our feet, I started a new school alone consumed with defeat, I went to a school where no one knew me, everyone seemed to look right through me, then I finally met a good group of friends, they helped more then they’ll ever know in the end, helped to ease some of the depression, it meant the world they made an impression, mom was still sick and takin new meds, they made her hallucinate and messed with her head, so now I get wakened not only by lack of breathing, but also by her running in my room screaming, through all this **** I always made it to school the next day, my eyes drooping, so tired, head starting to sway, but I had new friends to help me find a way, gave me a reason to be, a reason to breathe, so i guess what I am trying to express is don’t look at me and just see what you see, cause you didn’t walk in my shoes, you never drove down my highway, I have no excuse for what I choose, I just do it my way, cause I’ve been all alone since I was 13, you could never know of the hurting, the many nights that I hid and I cried, the nights that the kid in me died, cause I was forced to grow up too quick, get so depressed that I throw up so sick, so before you rush to judge me or my mother, open your eyes get out from under the cover, and if you happen to tell your best friend they’re not, understand that you may be all they got, anyway that is ALL TRUE, if you know me you know I would not lie to you, so don’t ever question any thing with me and my mom, that’s how we are and you are so wrong, and if you aren’t my best friend then I guess it’s so long.
Rent Back
That said, I have two horses that I really have my eye on. My budget is 2,500.
The first is this gelding, Shivy. http://www.horseclicks.com/horses/nn46qp/
He is four hours away from were I live; however he is only $1,700. So I would have gas money to spare. He seems to have nice strong hindquarters, but other than that I don’t know his conformation yet. Although I suspect it’s decent at least.
The other horse is Lacee. http://indianapolis.craigslist.org/grd/1377413695.html
She is two hours away, however she costs $2,000. So it seems to even out between her and the gelding. She seems to be a decent jumper, but her price is going to give me very little room to spare (I need a vet check too). I worry about her conformation due to the picture of her on the flat… it makes her hindquarters and back look funky. She says that Lacee can be stubborn and irritable sometimes, but that doesn’t worry me too much. I also find this video of her on equinenow…
http://www.equinenow.com/video-num-141915.htm
I have emailed both of the sellers for confo pictures… but it’s like pulling teeth…. Lacee’s owner sent me a few but they were all on a slope and at a funny angle. Here is what she sent me anyways. http://98.136.86.48/us.f594.mail.yahoo.com/ya/securedownload?fid=Inbox&mid=1_79615_AJgMDUwAAORdSrzhIQhGf0nWlQU&pid=2&tnef=&YY=1254094773000&newid=1&clean=0&inline=1&cred=kvTt5XTjQN6bbJfRbUvssL364C.ulUqv94XVZ7o2vMHKfIlCTWk.gkJplnjZOXKzC_lBiFFAv3ztpD8BI.wZO33plE09WM6OHGla9iBWWiQbQN.NZCjYJkNN9lrdXUkZM4oc&ts=1254094805&partner=ymail&sig=hPcwvQaOQkGS6kV0pQvZuw–
http://98.136.86.48/us.f594.mail.yahoo.com/ya/securedownload?fid=Inbox&mid=1_79615_AJgMDUwAAORdSrzhIQhGf0nWlQU&pid=3&tnef=&YY=1254094885156&newid=1&clean=0&inline=1&cred=z5gfZAsaT97l_e5jUbF9namj8po79M8jGJfroCr8K3qpYmYZeJ.z8UPA8WrfACpbFk4qKoll9L7Kfbdmo1BmMD5DgBnYIoEsQhO0lpqtkkC.v_lxMKAw4QATXXoYYmYVA_fP&ts=1254094892&partner=ymail&sig=dzcZjJFXLLmKpIR3DSYICg–
Sorry if those last two links don’t work, they are directly from my inbox, we will just have to wait and see if they work when other people click on them.
So which one sounds better for what I am looking for? (Eventing)
Oh, and sorry that I know more information about the mare than the gelding….
I swear I proof-read this like six times and I just found three more grammatical errors… sorry !!
Rats. Her confo shots dont work, do they? Hold on.
I put them in my photobucket account now…
http://i414.photobucket.com/albums/pp228/Meagk78/LACEE.jpg
http://i414.photobucket.com/albums/pp228/Meagk78/Lacee1.jpg
I noticed the fighting but I thought we could work through it. I didnt see the buck though…. where is it?
I know! Like I said, getting conformation pictures from any ad I have responded to has been like pulling teeth!!
How hard is it???
Lyla - LOL that would have been a HUGE buck, and an immediate turn off for me. haha
I know, people really like to dodge around when you are trying to buy their horse…. argh. Well, I have talked to Lacee’s owner about the “going to college but will accept trades” thing, and she said that she was looking for a weekend trail mount. But then she changed her mind and said she wasnt doing trades anymore. Of course that was after I offered to trade for my horse Koda, and she said “I dont like black horses”. WTF?
I guess you cant always get along with a seller…. LOL
Driver - I didnt notice her ad said “Make an offer”. That is very strange… because I already have tried to negotiate the price and the seller said “No”. So thats bizarre….
Ehawlz -
I live in Columbus. Thanks for the link!
Quick Property Sale